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HELL YES!!
i totally got my new computer....its not super new, but it works excellently!! im very happy because now i dont have to deal with waiting an hour to be able to type in a new window....or a million programs loading at the same time, but i have no idea what they are!!!
im happy.
i love you!
one more official week of school...then NO MAS!! woot woot
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[08 May 2005|10:31pm] |
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Prom was AMAZING!!!!!
First me, richard, leslie, mike, sarah, and brandon met at my house and we all took pictures by the limo and stuff. it was fun!! everyone looked beautiful. then we went and picked up Sarah and her 2 dates, david and jared i think. and then we went and got becky and nathan at beckys house!! FUN!!! then we drove in our limo to the Bamboo Club on mill and everyone was staring at us like we were famous when we drove by!! lol... and then we got our dinner, and it was 317.46 or something like that, for 15 people. DAMN! so then..... after that whole check mess was figured out, i dont think we ended up tipping the guy extra. i wasnt going to throw my money of my money because i already paid for the fucking extra seat in the limo. NOT FUN! so i wasnt going to pay for anyone who was short. which i know people were because frickin mike put out 120 dollars alone...and richard but out 50. so we left after dinner and got to prom, and luckily i had no problem getting in, otherwise i would have cried. we got inside and it was absolutely GORGEOUS!!! other then the fact that it smelled like cow shit everywhere, it was beautiful!! there was a fountain of chocolate and it was frickin awesome!!
i didnt dance as much, or nearly enough as i would of liked too. not even close. i danced to a few slow songs....i really wanted to cut a rug, because i really am not embarrassed by the fact that i cant dance, i dont mind. but richard gets embarrassed or something....it isnt like he will ever see any of those people again. so i was pretty bummed about that. our pictures should come out pretty hott i hope!!! im kinda sad because thats like the last dance of the year. i danced more at sadies. OH WELL. :(
After the dance we dropped everyone back off at their houses. and then we waited for Brandon and Sara to come and pick up Mike and Leslie. then after that happened we went to Becky's house for a party, and NO JOKE, by the time we got there ALOT of the alcohol was pretty much gone!!!! and richards beer was pretty much gone, so we left....i had half of a smirnoff and we left. BUMMER!!!!! that sucks ass cuz i was planning on getting drunk. im freaking never going to get drunk!! DAMMIT!!! so me and richard went and got a hotel room and went to bed. lol seriously thats what we did. it was pretty random! lol
i got home this morning. and i pretty much just laid around all day and was cranky. lol cuz i was tired and no one cared so everything was loud. ofcourse on mothers day the world still revolves around me!! so ... i went upstairs and slept most of the day.
tomorrow we are going to the lake. maybe. my stomach is killing me so i dont know what will happen.
ANYWAY pictures are coming soon, im just feeling kind of lazy about loading them because it takes like 3 different programs, and alot of patience. lol im not so good with the second.
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PROM IS ON SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay im excited but also UBER stressed. i wish everything would fall together. now would be a good time. considering its thursday night and all....
hmmmm... nothing exciting has happened. tomorrow is amy's birthday!!! YAY
alright i cant think of anything else to update
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dude, my computer sucks big fat ugly balls!! :( i hate it alot.
im super excited for prom though!! YAY!!!
anyway, my computer is sucking so bye....nothing interesting has happened anyway except that im pretty much like the best cook ever, i baked Katie a cake for her birthday and she said it was fan-fucking-tastic!! YAY!!! and then tonight i baked my dad a homemade apple pie, totally from scratch cuz im awesome! go me. i am glad the baking spree is over for the week, im pooped cuz ive been doing it all around 9pm.....no bueno!
peace.
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my computer sucks. everything is breaking. i hope it dies.
die computer....die. so then i can get my new one faster!!!!
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[24 Apr 2005|03:24pm] |
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Well well well....lets see.....on Friday i went out with Amy and we went to see The amityville horror. and yes, it is scary as hell!!!!! amy thought it could have been a comedy, and i agree it was kind of funny it parts because they were so random you were like wtf does that have to do with anything? so i can see the humor in parts but overall it was very scary. but good. after that we were bored so we cruised around chandler dancing in my car, it was awesome!!
saturday, i went to Erica's baby shower, and i was the only friend to show up. the rest was family. even though she invited a lot more friends everyone had to "work" awesome! it was ALOT of fun though!!! we played a nasty game with a cucumber, and there was tons of good food and she got alot of awesome presents, and there was good cake and her family is really really nice!! i love them! so im really glad i went. shame on everyone who was invited that didnt go. lets see, later that night me and rosie went to the mall on a mission for prom. i got a beautiful necklace, and awesome earrings, and i got some plain studs, and then i got a pretty awesome new thong for prom!! haha, and then i got the cutest shoes ever!!! their tight!!! i got those at DSW though. after that she dropped me off at home and i stayed up texting random people and watching Animal cops until 1am, and then i watched the Howard Stern show.....their all ugly.
Today, i really havent done shit. i got up early to eat pancakes with my mom cuz she made breakfast, and then i went back to bed....and dozed off and on, until like 3. hahah im a loaf. and thats been my sunday.
im super excited for prom! i gotta find a purse still, and make sure that my camera battery is charged and has lots of room for pictures!
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Well....the beginning of the day was very sad. not the way to begin a monday and the more i think about it the more it disturbs me. This kid at school shot himself in the head on Sunday. suicide. no one knows why... im not claiming that he was my friend, because i never spoke a word to the kid in all the years i've known him. he went to KMS, and i saw him there. and he obviously went to MArcos and i saw him around there, and he always came off as a really nice guy. i just cannot imagine life being that horribly wrong that you have to shoot yourself. I wish that someone could of helped him. no one deserves to die, especially when your only a junior in highschool...you havent even made it to the real world yet. the fun hasnt even begun. its very sad, and i hope everyone atleast thinks about it. i also hope no one pretends that they were his friend. i hate those people. after a tragedy happens, all of these random people come from nowhere, seeking attention, and claim they knew the person oh so well. that happened when my friend attempted suicide back when we were freshmen. yah, he hung himself, and then all of these people were like yah that guy was my friend....except he wasnt, because i believe that if he had had more REAL friends, he wouldnt of done it.
so yes, it wasnt the happiest start to a week. but it makes you stop and think, if only for a few minutes. anyway....the rest of the day was pretty PRETTY darn boring. i took a test in math and i got a pretty high B on it, except i guess my homework wasnt so hot, so my stupid grade went down. ARG. now i have an 89.6. CURSES. i wanted straight A's. fucking homework. BLAH.
work sucked....not really...but there was only 1 guy there until i got there. and since its a monday, thats even worse!!! YIKES!!! but it wasnt too bad, luckily we have the night shift chick too. whew!
hmmm...im going to the gym tonight. yay!
thats all.
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Country Thunder was pretty awesome! i took some pictures, so when i feel like loading everything onto my computer and editing it, they will show up here! :) exciting. we left after a few songs of Brooks and Dunn, because we all got tired, cuz we're weak. haha just kidding but we were tired, and it was a pretty long drive back to the real world! about an hour, and it was really boring. i took my contacts out in the car because they were hurting my eyes REALLY bad, so that was freaky cuz i couldnt see anything. i think it was when i was the most relaxed when richard has ever driven! lol.
Well...i've been balancing my checkbook....and so im hoping i will have enough money for prom pictures, and my shoes and stuff. thankgod im not paying for dinner, otherwise i would die. yikes. oy oy oy....but today is very relaxing, or has been so far. i slept in till 12...that was SO nice. i havent slept in that long, in a REALLY long time. usually on the weekends im up around 8 or 9am....earlier if im going to richards house. and thats basically that, and then sunday i am up around 9. so today was NICE. got to catch up.
i got a 100% on my take home test!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! i have a 95.7% in math.....this is the first time in HISTORY i have had straight A's....im SO proud of myself. :)
okay. its 2:37 and i need to take a shower.
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I got my cap and gown pictures today!!! i will scan one and put it on here, eventually when i find the time to do such frivolous things! haha just kidding. anyway.
Country Thunder is tomorrow!!!!!
im SUPER excited!! lol... Big and Rich!!! YAY im in love with them!
anyway....nothing else fabulous happened today. it was all sort of bla.. lol. i was hungry thru most of the day...stupid medicine! curse.
alright...im going to the TALENT show. hope it isnt horrible....like mr. marcos was...cuz that was just lame...and there was like 5 people in the audience...it was stupid. no offense...anyone...but it was.
PEACE
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do not talk to me about prom anymore. until that day, i do not want to hear anymore about it. KAY?! thanks.
possibly going to Country Thunder on Friday!!! awesome. only if Billy comes thru and gets Amy those tickets though. otherwise ill be sad. :( too many plans changing....im never planning anything EVER again.
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GUESS WHAT?!
I got my prom dress today!!!!
its lovely!
and.....i worked 8.5 hours at work. WOW that will hopefully be an extra 50 bucks on my paycheck! SWEET!!!
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Today was pretty dull. a half day at school. still no lovely senior shirt. then i came home and went to work early, because i had to leave at 3:45 for a doctor appointment. so i went to work, that was boring. then i left, and went to the doctors and got surrounded by a ton of psycho little children. like seriously, they were bouncing everywhere....i was wondering if they were her for a shot of some ADD medicine or something....the thought really did cross my mind. lol. THEN....i got in and the doctor gave me a ton of medicine to take for like the next week or so....it was pretty wierd. these pills are like HORSE pills...my throat is not that big enough.. yuck, i have to cut them in half! lol im a weakling i know. then i drove home, and i had to unload the dishwasher....and when i went to open it this HUGE ASS MOTHER FUCKING cockroach crawled out along the rim of the door, and then i threw it down and i started screaming, and my sister who is like 10 feet away starts jumping up and down screaming!!!!!!! go figure. then it crawled back behind the dishwasher and my dad wont pull it out to kill it. GROSS. i havent seen a cockroach that big, in a long long time!!! EWWWWWWWW. im thoroughly disgusted. :(
anyway that was my day.
awesome.
adios.
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This weekend has been my best weekend so far. i have been hanging out with people that i havent seen in MONTHS!!! since before christmas basically.
Friday night me and Andrew went to Super Target to see how awesome it was....and i took lots of pictures. lol...so those will be on here soon. Then we drove to josh's house where he cooked burgers and we had dinner and then called lots of girls to see who andrew should take to prom since haleigh isnt working out. lets see, Saturday was fun too. i woke up early and got the oil in my car changed and got it washed. then i drove to richards house, and all the bugs died on my windshield so now my car is dirty again...depressing...and we went offf roading in the desert and got lost. it was scary but fun. and his rear-view mirror fell off when we went over this huge bump..hahaha i laughed so hard. :) Then we went and saw Pitch Fever with John and Joddie. awesomeness!! it was an excellent movie. much better then Sin City. after that i drove home and picked up amy from work and we went back to her house and decided to go out to dinner. i was supposed to meet her friend Kris but he never showed up cuz he was with his family. We went to this English pub in phoenix, and they were having a poker night there, texas holdem...it was tight! they had all these tables set up and this stupid woman kept asking if she could put stuff on our table. first she wanted a napkin. then this guy wanted our ashtray. and then the lady wanted to set her beer on our table. annoying. we watched the Suns game and they lost by 1 point. SUCKY!!!! Then i took her home, and we were going to get movies but i forgot and then i just decided to go home. she made me try a mudslide. WOW, best drink ever. love it.
today me and andrew are going to josh's soccer game and we're going to have a picnic i think...who knows, im not so very hungry at the moment. anyway...thats all..
i will add pictures later.
adios.
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Today was SO BORING!!!
the only class i went to was Psychology. and that was stupid. that class is just annoying me now. then my dad excused me from 3rd hour, so i didnt go to that class. so i went home and took a nap...and then i went and got some taco bell, and then i went to work! awesome.....haha.
work was long, but i got alot done today. i am proud. richard came over after work and we had a fight. again. because he always picks at me, and never compliments me as much as i NEED to hear. then i cried. and then he got mad. and then we made up. :)
that was my day. now im leaving!!
hopefully me, andrew, jillian, and josh are going out tomorrow. i dont know what we're going to do because we're all poor as hell!! stupid prom. GAH!
what color shoes should i get with my dress? my dress is a red, i think its a dakred red too.....so should i get black? or gold....or something hott!! haha....and then i need accessory ideas! thankyou much if you comment!!!
love ya!
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havent had an opportunity to use my new lock. kind of sad! lol....today was pretty boring. im still feeling sickish, but its off and on. Psych was boring, leslie was gone. all we did was talk about sex and then we had to write a paper on our morals and beliefs and stuff. i havent done mine yet. its very confusing and a class period isnt enough time for a person to sit down and decide that sort of stuff in writing! Math was dull, we have a quiz tomorrow so we spent today preparing. i have an 87% in that class. im happy about it!!! hopefully i can keep it at a B or even an A level near the end of the quarter so if i bomb my final it wont kill me. TA=boringness....johnny hit me in the face with a paper ball...OUCH! and i got alot of work done for math, so im almost caught up. well not really caught up...more like ahead of the game! hmm...and then there was english, where i started to work on my notecards today and im not sure if im going to have enough or not....i might have to find more sources. i think i need to do that anyway. AND that was school. fun fun fun!!
my mom left for San Fransisco today. she is coming home sometime at the end of the week, i forget when. i hate when my parents leave....even if its just overnight. i always am afriad their going to die, and i wont have said the right thing, but it will have been the last thing they heard from me. it freaks me out, maybe im just paranoid. im SUPEr tired right now, i was contemplating the gym, and now it looks more of a negative. i just want to sleeeep! Tomorrow me and richard and his fam are going to the Cubs vs. D-backs game. hopefully the D-back will make a comeback and win! lol......but im not making any bets. Im looking forward to Friday too because me, Andrew, Josh and Jillian are going out...hopefully!! i havent seen any of them in the LONGEST time!!! yikes.
alright. thats all.
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Today was LOVELY. it made up for the crappy weekend i had. i was sick so i basically just sat at home and slept. although it was relaxing, it was also beyond boring. BLECH.
So this morning i went to pick up richard from his buddy Josh's house, which lives right down the street a ways from me....and then we went to his house where he showered and got dressed. then we made out for ever. haha it was LOVELY. and then we went to the movies and saw Sin City....which really is not that great of a movie, AT ALL, it was really gorry and it was in black and white which isnt bad, but it was just wierd. WIERD....and gross. and i just didnt really like it. plus it was long. it needed to end WAY before it actually did. then we went to church. the little kids fell asleep in front of me, i was jealous and wished i could do that and no one would question me. it was so warm in there and the seats are very cushiony....a good nap. but i stayed awake and had no clue what they were discussing the whole time basically. then it was over and we went to dinner. now i am fat and sassy as my mother would put it. she says that another way to say your full. neato.
SO...thats it. that was my day. now im home. coolio. i wish it was saturday so i have another day to rest. school is stupid i wish it was over.
OH AND I GOT A LOCK ON MY DOOR THIS WEEKEND!!!! ITS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!
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oh my god. i am going insane. every single day that i leave before her, she borrows my clothes without asking. she is NOT allowed to borrow my clothes period. but i guess that isnt getting in to her mind or something because then i walk by her at school and what do ya know?! she is wearing a shirt of mine. OH MY GOD. so i went in her room and took all of my clothes that somehow wound up in her room. GAYNESS......there were clothes in her laundry basket that i didnt even see her borrow!! AHHHH....so i am getting a lock for my door. originally it was going to be for my closet, but then i remembered that i have a dresser in my room and it wont fit in my closet. so then i decided that it would just have to go on the door to my room. i hope it is a lock with a key, so then i will lock it when i leave.
ugh!!!! it makes my stomach hurt. you have no idea how angry it makes me.
anyway....i finished my project proposal in english....over a week early. i am awesome! go me. and.......that was it. that was my day. except i have a stomach ache from a milkshake i drank to much of. BLECH
ALRIGHT GOOD BYE, i am going shopping....to relieve my stress/anger! :)
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today was cool. i took my cap and gown pictures and then rushed over to be in the panoramic picture, and then i noticed that all the senior girls had shirts....well ok not even close to all of them, but the popular ones basically did. hello i need one of those shirts!! lol so then i found Steph P. and so i think im getting one....coolio.
school was pretty dull. i got alot of my math homework done, not all but alot! hmmm.....that was basically my day. i worked an extra 45 minutes at work today. putting me at an extra hour so far. cool cool. hopefully tonight i will get around to painting my toenails a new color! and me and Amy might go to the gym...we'll see.
welp welp welp......hmmm thats it.
I LOVE YOU!!
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Today was pretty good i guess. well up until i came home from work. Got to school at a decent hour. wore my new skirt and it wasnt too windy so i was happy. Psych was alright, we talked about STD's which is dislike immensly because they scare the dickens out of me and their gross so i would rather not talk about them. yuck. i think i would only find it interesting if i was a doctor studying them and i knew there was no way in the world for me to contract one. ick ick ick. Math was good, we are doing something simple and i finished most of my webworks so i am set for that. TA was when i got all of that crap done, i worked on my thesis for english and i finished my math. Then in english we had to share our thesis' and then we went to the computer lab to start our project proposals for the papers. blech. i am very confused as to what i am supposed to do, but at the same time its very simple. so im just muddled. that was my day.
Richard came over after work. ugh i totally had a breakdown. my sister kicked my in my shin and it really did hurt. and then she was being a total and complete bitch. the whole night was just not good. and i hate to cry in front of him, and that isnt even the reason i was crying, but if i cry in front of him he just sits there and forces me to tell him why im crying. i just need a minute to regain my composure and then i'll be fine. god. he told me something tonight, and ugh....it was just so matter-o-fact. it was like "im doing this for you, its a favor, so you should be happy because you dont even like it anyway and so theres no point." but that isnt what i want at all and it frustrates the SHIT out of me because yes i want to like it, but i just dont know how to do that. i do not know how to get myself there. yes i know maybe you are confused as to what im talking about but this is for me, i just need to get this out, it isnt for anyone to understand. i do not know how to put myself in that position, because its true i dont like it right now. but he doesnt do anything to help me either. i get as much time as he does. and apparently that isnt enough.
ugh.
im just so darn frustrated with stuff.
cap and gown pictures along with panoramic pictures are TOMORROW!! whoop dee doo...
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